Have you ever missed someone so much you literally bite your pillow just so you can hold yourself from bawling out the pain.
I did.
I had been missing someone so bad that I feel like bleeding inside. Two days…it sounds too short of a period to be missing him already but it’s been the longest time since I heard his voice.
I hope that I cross his mind, too.
While I kept myself busy jumping from reading, writing, doing chores, staring at nothing…then silently weeping, with me was my ever-amazing music playlist who never failed to pull of a soundtrack to every drama I subject myself into.
Here’s one that had put me to sleep after a weary day…and again, at the first note, He just took me away….
I wish to dream of him again tonight…and maybe, when he can find himself wanting to close his eyes, he can just follow me there and I’ll wait….
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(To play and listen to the video, please press "STOP" on the default music player below )
credits to ilovesetomaru of Youtube
Dream of Me
Kirsten Dunst
(From the Movie Get Over It)
Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes
And sleep
Per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away (echo 3x)
I’ll dream away
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
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I will see you nin my dreams later, baby….
Awww sweety I love this song... :) And I feel for you. I know how it feels to miss someone so terribly. I know somehow, you will cross his mind every time you will think of him. :) just keep believing.
ReplyDeleteI think I'll be able to sympathize with you and feel your pain soon since my bf will be out of the country for a week.. >.< Anyway, don't worry 'cause he's probably thinking of you too. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteThank you guys. It's really tough to have to go through this but I believe this have made me stronger and reassured me of my love.
ReplyDelete@Sumi: It's gonna be a bittersweet experience for you, I guess. It'll turn you into this poet in an instant. Well, I guess you already are :D
So poignant. I can relate, but not in a romantic way. The more painful thing is the very fact that the person I badly miss is never coming back... :(
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