Dream Of Me

Have you ever missed someone so much you literally bite your pillow just so you can hold yourself from bawling out the pain. 

I did. 

I had been missing someone so bad that I feel like bleeding inside. Two days…it sounds too short of a period to be missing him already but it’s been the longest time since I heard his voice. 

I hope that I cross his mind, too. 

While I kept myself busy jumping from reading, writing, doing chores, staring at nothing…then silently weeping, with me was my ever-amazing music playlist who never failed to pull of a soundtrack to every drama I subject myself into. 

Here’s one that had put me to sleep after a weary day…and again, at the first note, He just took me away…. 

I wish to dream of him again tonight…and maybe, when he can find himself wanting to close his eyes, he can just follow me there and I’ll wait…. 

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Dream of Me 

Kirsten Dunst 

(From the Movie Get Over It) 

Let me sleep

For when I sleep 

I dream that you are here

You’re mine

And all my fears are left behind

I float on air

The nightingale sings gentle lullabys

So let me close my eyes

And sleep

Per chance to dream

So I can see the face I long to touch

To kiss

But only dreams can bring me this

So let the moon

Shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams

He’ll dream of me

I’ll hide beneath the clouds

And whisper to the evening stars

They tell me love is just a dream away

Dream away (echo 3x)

I’ll dream away

So let the moon

Shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams

He’ll dream of me 

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I will see you nin my dreams later, baby….

I know....

I know when I'm lonely coz...

I didn't mean to cry though and I'd rather smile...but...

and...

Still...why the tears?  When will it stop from flowing?

My heart bleeds because...

Why would I miss someone who was never mine?

I already knew that since the first day...but why have I stayed?

Be where you can just hold me in a heartbeat....

Where I can just feel your breath and have it as my own....

Be where there will be no more goodbyes....

Just be where you are...

You will never know what you do to me every time I hear and see you, but it kills me that right now we can't be together. No matter that I will always have something in my heart for you, and it would make my life complete if you were in it. I love everything about you, and I ache for that moment when I get to see you. I just want you to know that I will be here ... waiting for you.

But for now...

Because in my heart I know that...

And although...

Someday, somehow, we'll find our own place and time

Make our own paradise and heaven for...

...and create seconds, hours, days and years of laughter and tears, 

this time, together because....

So...

Will you walk with me?

And...

I do swear that I'll always be there.

I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.

Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, 

I will love you with every beat of my heart! 

And if by chance I'd get millions of lifetimes beyond what I have now...

I know...

Because...